I keep telling the Beloved that she's not here. I want Her so badly my chest hurts, and I comfort myslef by saying that I have heartache of the grandest kind, my precious pain of longing. That's when I trip over Her, as she lays sprawled in the street for the whole world to see with an open bottle and drunken smile. Whle I stammer with embarrassment, She hollers, "Help me up! We've got another party to get to!" -- written 19Oct2003, edited 23Oct2003 (c) 2003 nadeem (at) artisart.org